Heylo, Elder Hays here. In the Laundry room yet again. At like 5:20 in the morning. :D How are all of you?? These last few weeks have really flown by and we have now hit our 2/3 mark. We leave 3 weeks from today to Germany!! Ahh I couldn't be more excited.I'm a changed person. I don't even know who I am right now. My whole life right now revolves around the gospel and I don't ever want it to change. I feel so much love from my savior everyday, every hour. The spirit is just so strong all the time. I know what I want in life right now. It's so very clear to me what I want to do and who I want to be. I've made so many mistakes that I still dwell on every once in a while, but I know that through the love and sacrifice of our Savior, they are forgotten in His mind. I don't think that people really realize the amount of sacrifice that He went through. The love that He had for each of us has been explained as so He would go through the whole atonement just for my sake and that is truly an amazing thing that instantly brings tears to my eyes. I can't wait to thank Him and hug Him. When we get to heaven, who is on or right hand? It says in D&C 84:88 that He will be on our right and our left and His angels round bout us to bear us up. I get emotion here at the computer thinking about it. I'd better not start crying or people will think I'm crazy but dwell on that for a minute.
I love you all and am very happy in what I'm doing here :D